Lamar Odom stated he regrets dishonest on his ex-wife, Khloé Kardashian and mendacity to her about his cocaine habit throughout their four-year marriage.
The previous NBA star stated in a brand new interview he needs he “may have been extra of a person” and it nonetheless bothers him now, three years after they divorced. He additionally stated he misses the Kardashian household.
In excerpts from Odom’s upcoming guide, “Darkness to Mild,” Odom wrote he was the happiest he is ever been after they married in 2009, one month after they met. However he ultimately started having affairs and he wrote he could not deal with the “deadly cocktail of the highlight, habit, a diminishing profession and infidelity.”
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“Oh, did I point out the paranoia, anxiousness, despair,” Odom wrote in his guide per Folks. “I couldn’t preserve my d— in my pants or the coke out of my nostril. Drug addicts are extremely expert at hiding their behavior. I’d get defensive and Khloé would simply drop it.”
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“I want I may have been extra of a person,” Odom, 39, advised the journal. “It nonetheless bothers me to at the present time. However remorse is one thing now we have to study to reside with.”
He stated Kardashian was by his aspect after his near-fatal overdose in 2015 and in the present day he is drug-free.
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“I hope we might be associates,” Odom stated of his ex. “I miss the household. And I hope we are able to all be reacquainted in the future.”
The Related Press contributed to this report.